Kat

Aug 01

Day 2 - Your Crush

Dear Crush,

I don’t quite understand you..You told me that you really liked me and every time i talk to you i feel great… But then i see that your talking to the people who have done the most damage to me…  I told you about them yet you don’t seem to care. I know that there only talking to you to get to me and I’m ashamed to say….It’s working…, I know it shouldn’t be but it is… Then i see that your flirting with them and it makes no sense to me and it makes me feel like shit!

If you could trade places with me for one day you would see why I’m feeling like this. I want to tell you EVERYTHING that they have done, I really do…But… I cant.. I’m not sure why though all I know is i can’t…

And sometimes i feel like i need to tell you…but.. I don’t know what it is…. something just holds me back and i just cant do it… And it kills me i need to know how you feel before i tell you anything 

…I need to know if your serious…Or… If your like every other guy i know…..

Love Kat xx

Aug 01

Why?

Why is it when we tell someone we don’t want to remember something they have to remind you about every little detail of everything….

……until you feel like killing yourself……

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Jul 30

i cant even begin to explain what you’ve done to me and even if i could you wouldn’t care you would laugh in my face and spit on my neck…. 

If you feel so filthy
So dirty so fucked up
If you feel so walked on
So painful so pissed off
You’re not the only one
Refusing to go down
You’re not the only one
So get up

Let’s start a riot!

Jul 30

Day 1 - Your best friend

Dear Tessa.

Ever since i met you in year eight you have always been there for me even when we weren’t that close. you have always been the one person i tell everything to.

i love the way as soon as you do something (good or bad) you run and tell me almost instantly. i love your little habits like the way when your talking to a guy (any guy) you always bite your bottom lip, i love how you try to annoy me by tapping on things, speaking like a retard and always ask if your annoying me in hope that I’ll say yes. i love the way you want to change everything about  yourself when really your perfect the way you are.

but when it comes down to the important things when im at my best or worst you are always there to listen to what i have to say. you may not always be right next to me to talk to at my worst but your always by the phone waiting for my call and when i put up a fake smile you are the only one who sees past it. 

and of all this…

I Love You <3

Jul 30

"This world will never be what I expected
And if I don’t belong, Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone, Everything that I own
To make you feel like it’s not too late
It’s never too late

Even if I say It’ll be alright
Still I hear you say, You want to end your life
Now and again we try to just stay alive
Maybe we’ll turn it all around
Cause it’s not too late, It’s never too late”